Inside Chaos

The way you seem... I cannot stand it, I swear
The way you cry... covered by your hands and hair
The way you frown... your eyes find no one to care
The way you feel... I felt aswell, just by being there.

The way you pretend... desperate to hide your ache
The way you sigh... you wish to sleep and never wake
The way you fend... holding back tears for pride's sake
The way you smile... a gesture so real... an emotion so fake.

The way you try... challenged with crossroads of choice
The way you lie... to keep them happy and see them rejoice
The way you talk... tension echoes by your soft innocent voice
The way you strive... so much pain that nobody offers to hoist.

The way you collapse... only to lift yourself from the cold floor
The way you prevail... leaving your heart scarred, hurt and sore
The way you emplode... imprinting your anguish onto your core
The way you go on... you just keep expecting more... and more.

The way you hope... looking up to the blue sky growing so pale

The way you succeed... in reminding yourself how much you fail

The way you hide... thinking I wouldn't see you behind your veil

The way you despair... weakens me while I am ignorant of your tale.